Petty thing

Hey guys, I am watching <Miss you> which is a Korean drama .. 

U know what, one of the main actors is charismatic but he is just 19. 

Why does he look charismatic and masculine in this drama ?!

Omgodness, I am really addicted to him... 

He is way too cool >< I can't help thinking about him .. haha 

I'm like a maniac. LOL

Hohohoho, 

I have just realized that rarely do I write something meaningful in my blog. 

WHY ?

There're numerous reasons to support my stand .. 

First I think there is no such big and great memory or event could let me jot down ... haha

Secondly, I am used to keep secrets in my heart. 

Please forgive me, I am writing rubbish.

By the way, the purpose I write something here is to let anyone knows that I'm fine. :)

Is it a plausible excuse ? 

Till now, I'm happy.

No sadness around me. 

Of course, I have yet to have boy friend  . LAAAAAAAA ! 

I've a crazy though too ... 

Could god please send a Korean to me and let him to be my lover ?　:D

Haiz, my "gum" is difficult to achieve. Just let it be "GUM" . See ya ^ ^

My Days in ELS

I'm gonna write something here.
So far, I've been studying English in ELS for one and a half month.

I'm actually not that socialist in my class.
But, I'm glad to be there.

I met scores of friends from different countries like Saudi Arab, Libya, Iran, China, and Korea.
They are nice and friendly.

You know what, they totally changed my mind about Mid-East people.
Before came to ELS, I thought they were bad people, I was a stereotype.

But they're such  friendly person I've never met before.
Studying in ELS is a fresh experience for me, It is extraordinary.

6 weeks to go, I will be ended my course next month.
I wish we could keep in touch as well.

I will treasure the remaining days.
Keep digging my treasure, absorbing new knowledges.

 I dunno if my English has improved,
but by the way, I will try my best to move the progress forward. :)

GOOD LUCK GUYS ~

OH HAPPY HAPPY DAY !

如此深夜

最近都比较忙

上来这个部落格或许就想叙述一下我的内心

那是我一定要表达的事情

我的朋友去世了，可是我却没出席葬礼

还能记得我和她以前的回忆

家人告诉我她走了，我就愣住了

真的愣住了。

怎么可能 ? 19岁罢了。

伤心 虽说不上

但真的很可惜 很可惜

身边的朋友 生命无take 2， 请珍惜。 

RIP 我的朋友。 

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这段英文不用理 : ) 纯粹练习一下英文

I am busy recently.

The purpose I come here is to release my thought from my deep heart.

That is what I have to propose to. 

My friend passed away last last week. 

However, I did not attend her funeral. 

I still can remember the time we spent together 

When my family told me she had passed away, 

I was totally stunned.

How could it be ? She was just 19 years old.

Although I'm not sad

I was very sorry to hear that. 

My friends, please treasure your life, life has no take two.

RIP My friend.

梦想

好久没有写新文章啦...

梦想
只是一种梦，一种幻想

梦想
可以让你兴奋得睡不着觉
满脑子都是它

然而
要实现一个梦想，何其容易?

我一直都想到外国留学
但是 金钱是我最大的障碍 :"P

好吧，大学毕业前存够钱
毕业后我就要出国啦 !

话说， 我是一个有目标就会向前冲的人。
是有点恐怖。

我曾经在高一时说过毕业后要进政大
结果我进到了，而且是企管 （太强大啦，不过没去而已）
我曾经在高二年头跟我家人说：
哎呀，我一定拿到5个A的在SPM.
结果我拿到了 LoL （之前还在想，怎么拿哦? )
我曾经在高三年头跟家人说：
我在高中统考一定拿到7个A的
结果我又成功啦～ （厉害! 哈哈 要赞一下～）


但是 我很很很希望 我2年后真的能出国。
所以 要勒紧我的腰带 和 做工 来存钱啦~ :")
支持我吧 我的朋友 不要泼我冷水。
什么绝对不可能啦 想太多啦 都不要说。
知道什么最卑鄙吗?
就是当你身边的朋友有梦想时，
你却泼他一盘冷水。

好啦 大家也应该要有梦想～
生活才会有动力嘛～哈哈哈
我另一个梦想 是嫁个有钱人喔～
哈哈哈哈 娱乐一下大家～

生活还是要继续
快乐不快乐 你自己决定
要过得颓废不颓废 你也好好决定

朋友 不是白当
我会支持你们的～ No matter WHAT . :")

EMO Kias...:"D

说起情绪化 这类事啊.

我发现 特别是双子座 和 白羊座的人

特别特别 的 嗯 :"D 

喂 情绪化的人 别再情绪化了 好吗

我以前就很符合双子座的特征了

可是我干嘛要符合它的情绪化叻?

情绪化 累人呐

不懂打从何时开始 我不再那么情绪化啦 偶尔小小的会有啦

不过比起以前 收敛得很 哈!

我觉得 为了一件事 而搞得自己不开心

表情又写在脸上 人家都懂你干嘛

我干嘛这样? 而且小事小事 觉得我挺幼稚的。

哼 我不要做个幼稚鬼 :"P

你们不觉得情绪化的人很恐怖吗?
我根本不懂我什么时候得罪你 你干嘛臭着一张脸。

话说 我很小心的了 说话什么的

情绪化的人 你干嘛总让人受罪?
虽然我没有很介意 但这样不大好。

真不大好...

身边情绪化的人很多

我能做到的事 尽量不介意 但我还是会不爽的

天呐 你情绪化 我为何受罪

我活该被骂吗? 

好吧 我是个心胸广阔的人 哈 

别太过分 我是能忍的

因为 我了解你 了解到情绪化这种东西不容易控制。

总觉得 我在做个烂好人。

我其实骨子里是个坏人 自私鬼 :"P ...

SELF-Help

你懂什么情况最让我抓狂吗 ?

当我给予一个人忠告 意见时

那人不听 

还要用下三流的词语回答我

但 我却不能骂你

在你心烦意乱的时候 

我关心你 

作出退一步的忍让

我 是你的倾听者 

我 了解你 

若真吵了 也解决不了问题 

只为了 我心里的点点不高兴

而 让烦恼又再增加 

友情又存在问题 

所以 你若不想听我的意见 就算了

我既能帮你的 除了意见 还会有其他的东西的 :")

说话前先思考吧

别说伤害到人的话

或许你在开玩笑 但那却有认真的人

人心脆弱 口头上的伤害宛如一把流利的刀子

止血了 疤却还在

这就是 为什么凡事都不可能化为无。

我继续当我的聆听者

尽我所能。

Cheer up People !! :")

拜托

一直以来
最让人 惧怕的 是死亡

躺进棺木
独自一人被埋在土地里
世界再无光明
没人可倾诉

前一秒 活生生的人
下一秒 却了无生气

多么让人 失措

心疼 嗯。

死了后
再也见不着了。

请您要长命百岁。

我 慌 。


血 ...... 刺痛了我双眼。

别问我怎么了。
也别留言。

不要问我任何的问题。

Step Forward

I really want to give a big applause to myself today :"D

Hahahaha ...
Because I went to ELS today alone for sitting the placement test for CEP program ..

Everything went smoothly ~
The test took me one and a half hour to finish ~
It included listening, grammar, composition and oral test ...

A bit nervous actually ~
Hahaha ...
By the way,
I have achieved my first small goal this year,
I step forward to my target ... YEAH !
I can do it !

When during the oral test,
my teacher in charge is an American ~
At last, he told me to gather more foreigners and to ask questions to the teachers.
Emm, I really want to do so start from my new semester.

Is it a big step in the way toward to my success ?

My new semester,
I should stay away from Facebook.

I want to get a good result.
Rena Yap, You can do it !

YES, I do.

打工记

很勤劳的做了 9 天工 ...
这次 是在 2012年Malaysian International Furniture Fair 做 crew .

嗯 这算重新出发 敢敢踏出的第一步
学习 的第一步
讲英文 的第一步
不逃避 的第一步 :")

感触良多
一种米养百种人
里头什么样的visitor都有

试想 如果有一天 我也能代表公司到外国谈生意
感觉多好 !!

不过前提是 我不会刁难在那里打工的人 哈

所以 我要加油 学习加油 努力往自己的目标前进 !!
赢过自己 才能更上一层楼!!

今年要玩 投资比赛 ~ 是时候学习投资了 !!

我要赚大钱 住大屋 买美车
我要进大公司 !!! 哈哈

我至少要让我爸爸妈妈下半世
活得 开心轻松无烦恼 。


我要养家 :") !! 加油 !!

Malaysian Studies Trip

Raining in the early morning ...

We have been gone to Kuala Selangor for visiting its historical places today.
Although I think there doesnt have any historical places and fun . :"P

BTW, no choice,
Because we have paid the fees and it was actually not cheap T__T

Many monkeys there ...
For the whole day trip,
I just knew there are many mosquitoes and monkeys .

Besides,
The what park ... visit fishes one .
Low facilities , and not much can visit there .

The happiest thing is to take photo with my dear colleagues - Group 4 .

< The scenery actually not bad, right ? >



And Then ,we went to the "what" park ... <forgot what its name>

< Dont waste our time
while waiting for the bus coming ... >





Take TWO :")

< Girls Group,
Lets bring the boys out ! haha >






Emmm, btw I am enjoying the trip .

Wish u guys have a memorable trip just same as me :"D



The days we used to spend together in our University Life .
It is not boring, right ?

something trouble .

I am facing a serious problem right now .
       - My English is poor . -

Poor until me not dare to talk with others .

    But, I have to learn it eventually , right ?
Since there are no members want to take the job (for presentation)

  I take IT .
Because I have no choice also ><

      Finally give ppl push to present ,
I exactly don like this feeling , why I have to follow ur way ?

        Why u all want me to present , thn I should present it ?
and even don discuss with me thn allocated the job.

Because of us ponteng the following day and u guys helped us done many stuff .
 Signed attendance list la, passed up the quiz la ... bla bla bla ...

               If I am still with my high school friends,
they wont treat me like this .
But, this is a reality society .

              They help u for doing something,
thn u should pay them some "reward" , right ?

Friends, I shouldnt expect too much .

On this issue,
        I accept it .
Because if i dont take it , no one else will take it .
   thn will be bla bla bla ... and bla bla bla ...
everyone will tak suka and angry .
     Things can be solved easily , isnt it ?

I just don like the feeling of coercion .


         But, in another way .
This is my chance .

Being a turtle not my ambition .
  I can do IT  .


Presentation , step by step .
I will success .

   Thank you for giving me a good chance to learn about presentation .



Expectation makes me feel disappointed .


Can I just change group next time ?

be brave .

你们给我听清楚了。

我们总是在慢慢摸索 生活

哪一种 才是属于你活下的方式

变质了的感情 很可惜

以前我不想承认

现在 就随它了吧

真可惜。

这次是我放弃你们。

圈子圈子 志不合 不相为谋

不用解释 不用反驳

这样只会被 别人误解为 酸葡萄效应

不说不多说 这样最好

可不想让人觉得我是 吃不到葡萄说葡萄酸

我是 又怎样 ?! 哈 哈 哈 :"P

我以后绝对不要多事

免得 被误会 一点误会也不要 

曾经都是浮云

不要拿曾经的事 嘲笑我

我 不屑 。

我喜欢过谁 又如何 

那都是曾经

我现在不喜欢你了 !!!!!!!!!!! 

你们听清楚

我 不屑 !!!! 

我 很不屑 。

A new year, new wishes.

2012 I am 20 .
20 , what is the meaning of "20" ?

You are mature .
You have many responsibilities .
You are carrying a lot of burdens .
.........

For the year 2012 ,
I realized that I have been lived for nothing for the previous year .
2011  everything was uncleared .
2012  I have to follow my way which I decided last year .

I should make a list of targets of the year 2012 .
But, Will I achieve it at the end of the year ?
I swear I should achieve it .

- No more Fail in my sem 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 .
- No more regret in my study .
- Should get scholarship for year 3 .
- Put effort on assignments .
- Able to speak English fluently .
- Get good result from all the final exams.

- Treat others good .
- Don easily angry others .
- Understand them .
- Speak before think .
- Smile .

- Be a good girl in my family .

- Learn a foreign language .
- Read more books .
- Don waste money .
- Achieve the list above .


I will prove myself by achieving them .
Speak is louder than action , I know it .


From now, keep improving myself .
Step by step , my effort will be my evidence .


Yap Kar Yan, You can do IT !
Brave and Confidence !


敢敢踏出去 死不了 !!! Him-ne-se-yo !!!

错不在你我

“我错了。”

“对不起。”

“很抱歉。”

“原谅我。”

仅三个字，但却难以开口。

有时候，不是你错了我错了

而是误会，只因你执着我固执

误会，没有对错

然而，两方都觉得自己是“对”的

在错的事情上，认为自己是“对”的

旁观者清呐。

这都没人认 为自己是错的

何来道歉之言词

那问题到底要解决不!

要

挽回一段感情

卑微一点又如何

但 这卑微 你敢承担吗?

多难开的口

心痛还得心药医，解铃还需系铃人